May 25/2008
April 14/2008
I wrote this about 3yrs ago..... let me know what you thinkThis is My Battlefield
My life is like a never ending battle,
With constant triggers
I walk through the fields
Fighting the urge to stay alive each day.
My life is like a never ending plague,
Slowly tearing me to shreds
As I fight to survive
I wonder why I care.
My life is like a playing field,
Never knowing where the next strife will come from
I live in constant terror
Dreading the day it arrives.
My life is like a battlefield,
My perfectionism destroying my self-esteem
As I Slowly trying to rebuild it
It seems like a tedious task.
My life is like Race,
Running against the clock
As I try to carry on,
But I live in constant fear
Constant misery
And constant pain.
My life is a never ending source of Pain,
But live it to the end I must
For I no not where it ends.
My life is a never ending stream of hopelessness
Trudging through the dark
I trip I fall,
But I get back up again
Just so I can go on.
My life is like a never ending battle,
With constant triggers
I walk through the fields
Fighting the urge to stay alive each day.
My life is like a never ending plague,
Slowly tearing me to shreds
As I fight to survive
I wonder why I care.
My life is like a playing field,
Never knowing where the next strife will come from
I live in constant terror
Dreading the day it arrives.
My life is like a battlefield,
My perfectionism destroying my self-esteem
As I Slowly trying to rebuild it
It seems like a tedious task.
My life is like Race,
Running against the clock
As I try to carry on,
But I live in constant fear
Constant misery
And constant pain.
My life is a never ending source of Pain,
But live it to the end I must
For I no not where it ends.
My life is a never ending stream of hopelessness
Trudging through the dark
I trip I fall,
But I get back up again
Just so I can go on.
April 14/2008
Scared
One word is all it takes
To scar me for life
Your words embedded in my heart
Like a permanent scar
Your tongue is like a cobra
Quick and deadly
Full of poison
That’s all it takes
To scar me for life
Your words like a sword
That cuts across my heart
Leaving an unseen mark
And an unseen pain
To deep for even me
Your words replay in my ear
Over and over again
Its all I can her
Starting to make me believe
Just about to kill myself
But the only screams I hear
Are the words that drove me to this point
Over and over again
I watch as you torment me
Even in my death.
