Update

Supposed to be in recovery, but its hell, hating it so much. Still so stressed out been cutting and purging. Kind of like the release that i got from cutting makes me want to go deeper, might try that tonight. Eating is ok i guess, but i guesss its more the fact that i don't want to be on anything stronger in terms of meds. I know i've been neglecting this place but i'll be back in about 3-4 weeks. Have to finish of my final year and try and find a job, if my brother will ever get to proof reading/fixing my cover letters for me.