Thursday, February 17, 2011

My Mental Health Day

Yesterday i took a mental health day, skipped me first class because i was too tired and worked up to go. Went to the library with the anticipation of going to my second and final class of the day but decided to skip that and skip the gym... I know me skipping the gym shocker lol. i was so tired and my friend was as well that it would have been a most unproductive workout ever. Instead we came home, i worked on my assignment that's due today and was watching some stuff online to help with the bad mood. It helped a little, looking forward to going home, and not necessarily sleeping in but not having to go to school lol. Might need to help my mom get some things done, but need to decide what i'm going to do with my week off in-terms of school stuff, need to decided on a topic for my Mythology class and then need to do research for my environmental geography class as the paper is due soon after the break, and lots and lots of reading. Hmm.... that's a lot of shit to do in one week but don't have much of a choice. Thinking of doing a few library dates with my friend, it will allow me to get out of the house a bit, do something with a friend while getting some work done. Hopefully my mom won't object to it, too much, she can be odd like that sometimes. I'm feeling ok today, have my drs. appt tomorrow at 1.45 hope its on time, cause i told m parents/dad to pick me up at 5pm tomorrow, which means i got to do some packing tonight after the gym. Oh so i had this weird dream that i was talking to my doctor and everything was going fine, and as i was about to talk out she pulled up my file on my computer and saw all the letters i'd sent to my T and stuff and she was like we need to consult a physician and i thought that meant that i needed to go IP and i was freaking out and she was like can you promise not to harm yourself until our next appt i was like ok, and then realized that our next appt wasn't till like a month, and she was giving me all these odd advice and stuff.... in short it was messed up, but on the bright side, i did sleep, and decently enough that i'm not too tired and cranky and i can tolerate people today *yay*.

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