Quick Update

Happy Valentines day to all my readers :)

My Therapist appointment went, fine talked about my being ambivalent and how that is because the ED voices are so strong. Talked about the precipitation factors of my ED and how it is basically a way to numb myself not to feel emotions and there could be other more healthy ways of going about it. It was strange, we were talking about the impact my ED had on me psychologically, emotionally, physically, socially and and academically, but i was sort of w/e about the whole thing. My therapist thinks that I'm minimizing things, -i.e when i said that i see this as having only been going for about a month maybe 2 now, she sees it as going on much longer- there's not much to say really, nothing changed it was a quick appointment, nothing new emerged from it. Have a week off from seeing her then i see her two weeks in a row. Drs appt. Friday, my T said i should ask if there are times when because of physical health people are put IP regardless of BMI, also if there are things that i wouldn't be able to notice ( warning signs that things are getting worse that aren't manifested physically) just so i have a better idea of what road i'm heading down.